Tuesday, November 11, 2008

My Miracle

This girl hold my heart in her hands. I just can't get enough of her. Ever since I heard about Baby Mia(as I posted yesterday) it has made me look at my children differently but most of all when I look at Allie I think of Mia. Mia is right at one month younger than Allie. Sharing their story has made me do things in my life differently. I am so incredibly lucky to have this little girl. She makes me laugh and she fills my heart with complete joy! Every time I look at her I am so incredibly thankful...I thought my life was complete after Caleb was born...I was so done with babies that there wasn't a doubt in my mind. I thought I could be pregnant for a couple of weeks before I actually got the guts up to take a test. When I found out I was depressed...I cried for weeks. There was a large part of my pregnancy that I was unattached emotionally because I was so sure that I didn't want this and that this wasn't how it was supposed to be. Little did I know,right? Who am I to say that we were done..we took every precaution possible and did everything we could and yet it still happened...someone "up there" decided that He didn't care what we thought or what we had done but that He was going to make it happen. The second she came out every doubt was swept away and it has never entered my mind for one second since. I can't imagine my life without her and I would do absolutely anything in this world for her. Amazing how things work out,huh?


8 comments:

Amanda-The Family News! said...

Sweet!!! I was the same way with Lauren. Avery was only 8 months old when I found out I was pregnant again and I was so depressed. I felt like I just didn't have enough time with only him yet. And when I went in to find out we were having a girl I was SO excited. In a family full of boys I was delighted for a girl! Even thought Avery holds that special spot in my heart!!!!

McCrakensx4 said...

Beautiful pics. I have one of those babies too and I can not imagine my life without him. God always has a plan, even if it isn't ours. She is precious.

Windy said...

I know what you mean - I always say that I am finished having babies, unless God sees fit otherwise.
PS I am still "off" but can't resist checking up with you guys:)

Everyday Mom Designs said...

Great post. She's beautiful.

The White Family said...

She is so beautiful and I so see your heart in her eyes! :o)

Liz said...

Beautiful pictures! God's plan is awesome, even when it's not what we expected or planned for!

Annie said...

That was the sweetest story! :) She is so beautiful - her eyes are amazing!

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He And Me + 3 said...

LOve that cute little face. What ever would you do without her? God never makes mistakes. She is a true miracle & blessing!